HEALING - 2

Before God healed me, I was wounded so badly in my heart due to the emotional trauma I
went through in my past relationship. It was like a very big wound that would not heal. I cried for days because it tore my heart apart. I was still wondering how I will cope without him despite the fact that he really maltreated me, beat me and abused me
so badly.
He manipulated me so well that
no matter what he does I still kept forgiving him and going back to him, because I always believed that with every passing day, there might be hope of him changing to be a better person. But that never happened. It was like I was living a hopeless dream. It got so bad that it started affecting my health and my life. I could not concentrate on my activities, I could not pay attention whenever someone was talking to me. It was really hell for me. I ought to have been in a psychiatric home.
But I thank God for Jesus who is my best friend and the Holy Spirit who has been my comforter. I thank God for the life of my mentor whom God used as an eye opener to help me understand some things about myself and the Love of Christ. Ever since then, I choose to leave above the hurts even if they were there. I filled my mind with the word of God and what God had in store for me. It was like a balm for me and it worked.
Now I am happy and filled. Having God is all that matters because when you do, He will bring the best to you.